My Beloved Grandfather

A silent baby born with open eyes and he was not crying doctors said it’s hard for this baby to survive. Then baby’s grand paa came whisper azaaan in ear of baby and call baby yahyaaaa and said by this moment your name is ‘yahya’ if Allah Subhanna Watallah wish let you alive you be alive yahya

First words I heard as I was born is Azadan by my grandfather and his last words to me

“He was holding my hard firmly and my dad next to him “He said take care of your dad” 
He repeat his words again and again I never thought it would be our last conversation”

He was the man who used to say

“Implement Prophet Muhammad (ﷺ) sunna’ah in your life and be a practicing Muslim”

He was the man who always say what is true
He was the man who used to cry out in night prays
He was the man who lived his life with humble heart
He was the man who inspire hundreds of people to convert to Islam
He was the man with beautiful voice in Qura’an recitation

The man who save my life by giving me name “yahya” I can’t able to make his last wish done, 
I don’t want to ease my heart by letting my tears flow my beloved grand paa you always be in my heart and forever be in my prays.. 


O Allah! Forgive My Grandfather Muhammad Jafar and elevate his station among those who are guided.Send him along the path of those who came before, and forgive us and him, O Lord of the Worlds. Enlarge for him his grave and shed light upon him in it


O Allah! Forgive My Grandfather Muhammad Jafar and have Mercy on him and give him strength and pardon him. 

O Allah Be generous to him and cause his entrance to be wide and wash him with water and snow and hail. Cleanse him of his transgressions as white cloth is cleansed of stains. Give him an abode better than his home.

O Allah Take him into Paradise and protect him from the punishment of the grave and of the hell fire.. A’ameen Ya Rabbal A’alameen 

By Muhammad Yahya Mehmood محمد يحيى محمود يحيى النور

Assalamu Alaikum Ya Ahlal Quboor

 Peace be upon you O people of Graves

I remember that tearful Jumma'ah, sermon was about life of grave (Al-Barzaak), 

As i complete Salat ul Jumma'ah, I rush to grave yard and said, 

Assalamu alaikum ya ahlal quboor (peace be upon you O people of graves)

Today I forgive all those who have ever offended me
I give my love to all thirsty hearts, both to those who love me and those who do not love me.
I seek forgiveness, I seek Allah's mercy on all your soul's..

Some day I be here laying in this ground helpless on acts I had done in life of earth and I fear on one will reach my grave for me and this feeling killing my soul, O Lord of earth and heaven's have mercy on our soul's O forgiver please forgive us,
Oh Please be easy with our soul's..


No matter how far we run in this life, at last we turn to graves O Allah O Allah save us by punishment of grave hold us when we be all alone in graves O Allah O Allah don't deny pray of our soul... A'ameen

By Muhammad Yahya Mehmood (yahya al noor)

Star Of My Eye

Million stars shining in the sky,
But I miss the star which has fallen from sky and turn into dust for me,

I’m standing alone with memories of us,
O star of my eye you will shine forever in my eyes,

I feel the rain of tears on lands of my heart Irhamni ya Allah Irhamni
ya Allah hold me by your mercy O Allah O Allah hold me by your mercy...

By Muhammad Yahya Mehmood 

(yahya al noor)

I'm Walking On My Broken Dreams

People live their dreams and I’m living by walking on my broken dream... 

O beholder of my soul, grant strength to my soul and bless me unassailable patience..

By Muhammad Yahya Mehmood (yahya al noor)

I Burn Myself for You

O lord Allah I burn myself for your forgiveness,

As candle burn’s itself to illuminate,
O Lord Allah please forgive me...

I’m burning like a candle, wick of candle is my soul and melting wax is my sinful body...

O lord Allah in the battle against nafs and shaytaan, I’m repeatedly defeated. This is an indication of my gradual weakening...

When a child got beaten by his stronger opponents, his father takes pity on him, his mercy comes to the fore.

You are our Lord Allah, our creator, our nourisher and sustainers, please descend your mercy on me

O my lord open my eyes in darkness of night O my lord show light of your mercy to my eye...

Grant me sleepless nights please

I’m down I’m down on mine, I’m helpless and lonely

O lord grant me the crying nights, Nights of mercy as pain of hearts flow as tears flow in your love, in love of someone never can be mine and in love of every hurtful heart..

O lord by your mercy I was born as brave boy, but I have no strength to die as brave as I born..

O lord please forgive me please take my soul as its burning in pain of guilt, as its in sujood seeking your forgiveness, as it reach to angle’s of grave,

Ya Allah heal our heart by your love and forgive us by your mercy.... A'ameen

BY Muhammad Yahya Mehmood (Yahya Al Noor)

A Tearful Pray of Muslimah

 O Allah! All Glory and Praise is for YOU.

O Allah! everyone leaves me in darkness and in loneliness but YOU are always there to support me.

O Allah everyone hates me but YOU showers love to me

No matter how many sins i have done YOU forgive on one tear of ASTAGHFAR

O Allah! I get betrayal from people but YOU never cheat upon me

O Allah! YOU love me and YOU are sufficient for me our LORD
O Allah! YOU see my pain whereas others ignore my wounds

O Allah thanks for every blessing YOU have showered upon me.
O Allah thanks for making me ummati of YOUR Beloved Prophet Muhammad

(Peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) Ameen Ya Rabbal Aalameen

A tearful pray by my beloved sis Yasmeen Ummati

Love me Allah That's all I need

Allah will not burden you if you can't handle it, I do believe it.

Ya Allah, give me strength of forgiveness,
Guide me to the way of light,

Preach me to be patience, ikhlash to be humble and broad minded to accept this fate. You know how much I love "her/him and them"

Love me Allah That's all I need...

By My sis Hilmy AlMuzibhi

Have You Heard Voice of Your Soul

I hear a sweet voice saying habibi !!!

Here I’m you didn’t meant to live here forever he calls me do not forget,

I will back to you and live with you forever as people bury down you in ground as they walk seven steps away by your grave I be the one who walk to you...At that time please remember when angels ask you and you must say this “our lord is Allah we are from deen il islam and there would be a person walking with shining face he is our beloved muhammad sall allah hu allaihi wasalaam”

As we done it

O habibi we live together life of barzaak {life of grave}

Our grave turns to comfort when Allah opens windows of heave to us …

O habibi but if you commit sins it hurts us both

Please don’t hurt me by your sinful deed of this world,

As you commit sins day by day you make me tan you scratch me by your black deeds and we both gona face punishment of grave and later thrown in hell....

Habibi think for sins you do why you take me in hell...

Please I request you be kind with me be kind with yourself…

You know me who I’m habibi I’m your soul

I always be with you at time you do sins,

I keep crying next to you, I keep praying

To make you and me safe from sins…

I be with you when you stand in prays and you keep crying before Allah

I stand next to you praying for you may Allah keep as safe,

And we live forever in heaven...

Please habibi hear me hear voice of your soul

Yayha al noor :

O my soul I stay away by sins I don’t wana hurt you by hurting my faith come on let’s make dua {make a pray}

Our Lord! Forgive us our sins and efface our bad deeds and take our souls in the company of the righteous. (3:193) A’ameen

This is voice of my soul and I think this is voice of ever muslim believer’s soul

By yahya al noor

I don’t believe in tomorrow

I don’t believe in tomorrow there is no other day for me to regret, as i walk away by my family and friends I believe my every salaam to them is last and my every bye is last…but my lord Rehman Ar Raheen Raball Alameen gives an other day to grow my eman{faith} and my every pray filled seeking his mercy and he gives me chance to salaam my family and friends with every time I walk away by them say fe aman nillah allah fill my heart wit seeds of love and care for them. I always remember one day I walk away by them to life of barzaak , every time my eye’s be wet and my heart humble because one day must walk away by bounty of love joy and care share by my family and friends and I never can forget I must show my face to Lord Allah Allah Hu Rubbus Samawati Walaraaz…Ya allah make easy my account of deeds and turn my corrupt heart to clear heart and grant me vision of our beloved muhammad sallah hu allaihi wasallam and some space in suff{line} line of salayheen …a’meen ...yahya al noor

Tears Like Silent Rain In Dark Night

O Lord O Lord O Lord Ya Allah!

Grant meaning to my every tear, I feel so lost so lonely,

But my Hope is only you Hu Allah…

You are the one who hold all rehmmah and majesty,

Grant me Grant me with bounty of your rehmmah..

O Lord O Lord O Lord Ya Allah!

Help me out O hearer of silent wisper

I’m sicken up with with people here on earth land of adam and hawa {A.S},

Most of them make there own rules by tagging Islam …

O Lord O Lord O Lord Ya Allah!

I’m sicken up with Blackout Brains..

Grant me Grant me every thing which I had lost by Blackout Brains

O Lord O Lord O Lord Ya Allah!

Don’t let me cry in presence people, I don’t wana show my tears to this world

Make My Tears Like Silent Rain In Dark Night

O Lord O Lord O Lord Ya Allah!

I don’t wana stay here, I don’t wana live with them,

And I don’t wana die with out your forgiveness …

O Lord O Lord O Lord Ya Allah!

Before angle of death knocks my life, Grant forgiveness to my soul

I don’t wana die as sinner, I don’t wana die with out your forgiveness

O Lord O Lord O Lord Ya Allah!

Oh One Who hears, the sound of tears
As they quench the thirst of the earth that I pray on

O Lord O Lord O Lord Ya Allah!

My Lord, forgive me, I have failed the covenant that I had taken on

My Lord forgive me and relieve me Grant me redemption from desire
Desires a lonely crier your closeness I aspire

Ya Allah! Ya Rehma’an! Ya Gafoor! Ya Raheem! Ya Allah!

Rabbana Zalamna anfusana, wa illam taghfir lana

O Lord, we have wronged ourselves, and if you do not forgive us

Wa tarhamna, la nakunanna min al-khasirin

And have mercy on us, we shall certainly be among the lost

O Allah don’t grant much life

“Ya ilahi mujhe aise duaniya ki zindagi na de jiss say log bezaar ho Aur mujhe qhabar ki aise zindagi na de jiss say main bazaar ho jao”

Ya ilahi meray yaha ane ka maqsaath ap ko razi karna, Iss maqsaath ko pura hotay hi bulalay na bulalay na


O Allah don’t grant much life to my soul on earth as people got fed up with me…

And please don’t make my grave life much longer as I can’t bare it …

O Allah help me to succeed the aim for I came in this life an my aim of this life is to have your gratify. When I done it please grant death for my soul… Yahya al noor

I have been committing sins

Zayn Al ‘Ābidīn (May Allah’s mercy be upon him) said,

“I don’t know since when I have been committing sins, (only) Allah knows (what I did) in secret and public,

How Forbearing has Allah been with me with what he has given me! But indeed I have persisted in sinning but He has veiled me (i.e. me sinning),

I have spent hours of my days without regret, crying, fear or sadness,

I am the one who has striven to close the door for sins but the Eye of Allah is watching me,

O’ faults that have been written for me that have passed away in ignorance! O’ regret that has lingered in my heart burning me!

Leave me to wail and lament for myself and pass in time with its remembrance and sadness!”

Love You Dad

Assalamu Allaikum Abba

Every time when I think about you it reminds me
how grateful I am that you are my father.
With all that’s going on in the world today,
I’m thankful Allham Du Lillah i get to watch you,
What a privilege it is to observe your strength,
your competence, and your kindness.

I am so blessed to be under your wing,
your protection, your care,
learning important life lessons from you.
If all fathers were like you,
the world would be a very different

And much better place.

I ask Allah
lower before you my voice,
make agreeable to you my words,
make mild before you my temper,
make tender toward you my heart,
and turn me into their kind companion,
your loving friend

Ya Allah

I do endless thanks to my father by depth of my heart for my upbringing,

I ask you Allah reward My Mom Dad for honouring me showing your way.
Please guard them as they guarded me in my infancy

Ammen

Happy Birthday,Abba

Yours loving yahya

HELP ME ALLAH....

The hate that I feel in my heart is real,
But these are feelings that I don't want to feel.
Please Allah help me to be strong,
As I know feeling like this is wrong.
You know the pain and anger that I feel in my heart,
Please take it away, make it depart.
I'm so tired and weary Dear Lord,
These feelings I cannot afford.

I want to feel alive, I want to feel free,
I want to be the best Muslim that I can be.
Please take this pain, throw it away,
I need to prostrate to You and pray.
Please Allah forgive my anger,
These feelings are from Shaytaan- I'm in danger!

Please calm my heart, calm my mind,
Let me feel the peace that I yearn to find.

Thank You Allah for hearing me out,
Thank You Allah for allowing me to take the right route.

Allah, when I am confused, please guide me.
Allah, please help and show me the best way to find my own path in life. Ameen, Ya Rabb!

Yahya Is Alone In Crowd

O lord I feel alone in this world’s crowd I feel lonely,

When I am far by them I feel you around me,

I hear whisper of your mercy..

Ya Allah grant me your love,

An formulate my every beat of heart for you my loving lord…

Ya Allah Ya Rabbal Alameen Hamdan Elaika Ya Elahi …

I lost my life when I lost you my wife

Oh precious one, my wife my love...

The creator granted you to me,
You are in my heart for thee I would sacrifice all that I have all I am,
Patient you are in a pain of love. Bringing light to our home once dark,And Allah is my witness that I am happy with you...

Oh precious one, my wife my love...

You are my friend my companion an all that you want to be shear with me,Your dreams and all you suffer and feel when your tears flow,
Like snow from the depth of your heart..
Let my soul dry them away....

Oh precious one, my wife my love...

My companion my wife your beauty fills my eyes,
Glorified is the one{Allah} who fashioned you,
And granted me your precious presence,
Even if a day shall come when dark clouds fill the sky,
And no hope can be found..

In the distant horizon the light in your eyes,
had bring me back to life....

Oh precious one, my wife my love...
My companion my wife....

Now I lost that light I lost my life...
I lost every thing...

I know your soul is no more here with me,
I walk like mad guy on search you..

Oh precious one, my wife my love..

I cry I cry for you and pray for you,
your soul to be rest heaven...

Ya Allah you are the best care taker
nun other can have care as you do...
Ya Allah I ask you to hold my beloved one

Ya Allah grant her soul to heaven
the best land to live for aver...

Oh precious one, my wife my love..
My companion my wife....

Sorrow surrounds me...
Darkness all around me ...
I never can see light of your love again,
No one can be at your place in my life

I ask Allah make you as my wife of haven... yahya al noor

Am not married but I have feeling for my wife even I don’t know who would be she

I just think one thing See the best way to have happy married life..

* Say every word as your last word to her.
* Give her your every thing as its nothing.
* Try hard to make her every wish to be done.
* When you enter in home say Asslamu Allaikum with smile.
* Have Du'a {pray} for her as it’s your last chances.

By yahya al noor

Don’t ask why

Don’t ask why

Don’t ask why to Allah {SWT}

Why this is happening in our life.

Why Muslim family’s broken up.

Why I lost my loved one.

Why people hurt me.

Why my heart broken up in trillion pieces.

Why this world stands against to me...

Don’t say WHY this is happening to me

Don’t ask why

Don’t ask why to Allah {SWT}

Just say Allah is around me he surround me,

No matter what aver happening in my life,

Because Allah knows us much better then us.

Allah knows how much we can bear.

He won’t test us then our patience…

Allah is always with people who have patience the saberoon an the salayheen,

Not by side of people who ask Allah WHY this is happening with me

Just say this before Allah as Imam Musa bin Jafar al Kazim

recite dua to remove worries after tahajjud prayer.

SUBH'AANALLAAHIL A'Z'EEMI WA BIH'AMDIHEE
ASTAGHFIRULLAAAHAA WA AS-ALUHOO MIN FAZ'LIHEE

Glory be to Allah and praise be to Him.

I seek protection of Allah and I beseech Him

to give me His bounties generously.

Hear what your soul say’s

Our soul has lots of words to say us,
But we don’t have time to hear…

Soul always wants to take us away from every bad deed,
Because when we die our bodies would dissolve…

But our soul walks back in to our grave,
We start our life of Barzaak until the day of hashaar {judgment day}

{Yahya al noor}

Allah's Blessing On Earth

"Thy Lord hath decreed that ye worship none but Him, and that ye be kind to parents. Whether one or more attain old age in thy life, say not to them a word of contempt, nor repel them, but address them in terms of honor. And out of kindness, lower to them the wing of humility, and say, "my Lord! bestow on them Thy Mercy, even as they cherished me in childhood." (Quran 17: 23,24)

Allaham du lillah hi rabbill alameen

I'm blessed by allah suhana watallah

Mom & Dad what can i say....

when aver i feel hurt my mom stands next to me.
dad says with silent eyes don't worry have faith in Allah swt...

when i leave my home at morning i turn back towards mom
i kiss her face as i don't come back, but i never let them know thats maybe my last one..

When i talk to my dad, i want to make him happy.
An i never talk loud before him.I want to make him feel good cause i don't know when i may loose my life...

See the best way of shearing love in family's.

• Say every word as your last word to them.
• Give them your every thing as its nothing.
• Try hard to make their every wish to be done.
• When you enter in home say Asslamu Allaikum with smile.
• Have Du'a {pray} for them as its your last chances.
  

Rabbanā Aghfir Lī Wa Liwālidayya Wa Lilmu'uminīna
Yawma Yaqūmu Al-Ĥisābu

"O our Lord! cover (us) with Thy Forgiveness - me, my parents,
and (all) Believers, on the Day that the Reckoning will be established!

Rabbi 'Awzi`nī 'An 'Ashkura Ni`mataka Allatī
'An`amta `Alayya Wa `Alá Wa A-Dayya Wa '
An 'A`mala Şāliĥāan Tarđāhu Wa 'Aşliĥ Lī Fī Dhurrīyatī
'Innī Tubtu 'Ilayka Wa'Innī Mina Al-Muslimīna

O my Lord! Grant me that I may be grateful for Thy favour
which Thou has bestowed upon me,and upon both my parents,
and that I may work righteousness such as
Thou mayest approve;and be gracious to me in my issue.
Truly have I turned to Thee and truly do Ibow (to Thee) in Islam.

My Love For Allah SWT

I don't cry before allah{SWT} because of my deed's.
I cry in love for allah{SWT}.

I don't pray for reward's
I pray in thanks to my beloved lord who has blessed me with imman.

Hamdan Hamdan U Rabbin Baqi

Yahya seeking way to allah's{SWT}rehmmath